Self betrayal: a misbehaved,  disobedient child performing for an audience. “Do as I say Not as I do” echoed reflections of a mirror fragmented and true.  What you don’t say is also what you do.  Inherited your broken heart and became you.  Sought safety in danger, found reward in punishment: fated self betrayal. Aztec God Tezcatlipoca, whose name translates to “smoking mirror” and whose epithets include Monantzin (“your mother”) and Motatzin (“your father”).