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  • Extend your hands  and receive everything I have. No holding back, not pushing anything away.  The scars, wrinkles, and calluses on your palms  reflect my elemental gifts smelted in the furnace of your spontaneous creation. These heirlooms are memorialized and revived through every  stroke, grasp, and press, like revenants of a timeless, spaceless wire spiraling and oscillating between cycles of creation and destruction,  of life and death.  Out of me, into you.  The emptiness upon your hands cradles  the everything… [Read more]

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  • I sense my heart constrict inside my own body, as if tightening and flexing against the discomfort would ease the suffocating grip of unreached desires. The rope of desperation ensnares me, and you know I’m claustrophobic. I sever all connections to my reality through never-ending fantasies of what was and what could’ve been. I cry and scream at strangers who’s foreign nature reminds me I’m the intruder alone and misunderstood. Fossil evidence serves as both proof of a history and proof of a… [Read more]

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  • Self betrayal: a misbehaved,  disobedient child performing for an audience. “Do as I say Not as I do” echoed reflections of a mirror fragmented and true.  What you don’t say is also what you do.  Inherited your broken heart and became you.  Sought safety in danger, found reward in punishment: fated self betrayal. Aztec God Tezcatlipoca, whose name translates to “smoking mirror” and whose epithets include Monantzin (“your mother”) and Motatzin (“your father”). [Read more]

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  • The level of sophistication of artificial intelligence is a measure of humanity’s understanding of consciousness, because, like AI, consciousness is a simulation. We are all in the midst of an experiential learning feed of two universes: the outer universe and the inner universe. As we develop our understanding of our outer world, our understanding of our inner world increases, too, like parallel lines running alongside each other. In other words, we learn more about our inner world as we learn… [Read more]

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  • Part I A manifesto of that which calls for my attention to clear a path towards a full-body address… What do I want? What do I need? I need to know what I want, and I want to know what I need. My current circumstances are causing me a great deal of suffering, and I’m unsure how to proceed. I know that ultimately I seek freedom; liberation from the colonized mind, liberation from daily regret, the freedom to curate my… [Read more]

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  • Cuando perdí la capacidad de hablar De reír? Cuando perdí la capacidad de orar De llorar? Olvidando el camino hacia dentro Perdido sin navegación Por tambien perder las estrellas La luna y el sol Wisdom King Acala the Immovable [Read more]

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  • Another year has passed. Three-hundred-and-sixty-five days lived and experienced by all surviving humans, animals, plants, fungi, protozoans, and whatever other entities yet unknown to us. Of course, not all organisms who entered 2023 made it to 2024. Some survived days, others months. Some survive for mere moments, transiently passing from one plane to the next. Take for instance the dainty mayfly; the earthling with the shortest natural lifespan of any earthling. Once a mayfly emerges from its sub-imago form and… [Read more]

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